I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words that can truly express the sadness each of you have in your heart during this difficult time. I was given a poem during my grief and I would love to share it with you too. As I sit in Heaven and watch you everyday I try to let you know with signs i never went away. I hear you when you're laughing and watch you as you sleep I even place my arms around you to calm you as you weep. I see you wish the days away begging to have me home so I try to send you signs so you know you are not alone. Don't feel guilty that you have life that was denied to me heaven is truly beautiful just you wait and see. So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself be free, then I know with every breath you take you'll be taking one for me.